Start the battle with confidence

Battle start yesterday .
Chemo start at 12 noon and finish by 2 pm, very fast .
For Alimta , it took 10 minutes.
For carboplatin , it took 1 hour.
Feel okay before , during and after treatment .
After so many times of treatment and since I did use Alimta before, basically not much worry about the side effect.

Well ! Have confidence that it will stable my condition .

I believe for all treatment, the most important thing is we must have confidence and believe that it will works , it will help us to win atleast 1/2 the battle and the balance half is the healing and blessing from Lord .

Second thing is we should accept that if the result of the treatment show tumor shrink , it is GREAT , if all disapear , it is VERY VERY GREAT. But, as long as it keep situation STABLE , means no changes after treatment, it means GOOD . Once we can accept this fact, means we are in control of how to live with cancer .

What if the result show further grow ?

If body system can proceed further with treatment, start analyse and do some research , discuss with doctor and proceed with other drug option.

If body system is too weak and situation can allow to take a rest to rebuild body system . Take a short rest and move on with next treatment option.

End of the day, what we want is QUALITY of life and healing or stable situation.

Believe that there is light ahead of us and the sunlight is waiting for us every morning .

Don't stop believe .

Lord is with us , until the day Lord call us home , we are here to stay , we are here to live , we are here to continue receive his blessing and healing every moment , he will guide us , walk with us .

Let's put down all our worry , fear and move ahead to live a Happy , Joyful life with Lord .

Believe and have confidence, we will have QUALITY life .

Thank you Lord .

God bless !