Tuesday, January 22, 2013

A good start For 2013

Since last posting on 1st Jan, been spending time to deal with the side effect. Almost everyday have new things to deal with ( I means the chemo side effect ).

Anyway, it's good that it's over and I am now focus to rebuild body and immune system.

God is great and he keep leading me and bless me with wisdom to deal with issues after issues, lead me out of darkness to light. Praise the Lord ! Thanks .

Good news to share . I have my ct scan last week and feel so glad that the result show no major changes to my condition . Not that I am cured and recover , just the drug have stabilise my condition . For us, cancer patient , Stable means good .

And my oncologist have agreed to my suggestion to take a rest from chemo treatment , so that I can have time to recover my body/immune system and enjoy my CHinese New Year celebration next month with my family and friends.

Feel great ! It is a good start for 2013 and pray that everything will be fine and smooth for coming months.

Today I went to Hospice daycare and meet up with friends, a nice gathering and hope that my condition allow me to join the weekly daycare programme .

Thanks for prayer from you and I pray for God blessing to touch upon you and bless you and your family to have Joy , Happiness and Good Health.

God Bless.

Believe and have Faith .

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

LIFE is GREAT

LIFE is GREAT
Some say 'Yes' , it's great '
Some say ' No '
I say ' Believe and have Faith in God, Life is always GREAT '  
Each of us have may have different experience in our JOURNEY of LIFE.
Rich , poor , healthy , sick ...
Each experience come with reason .
Each experience give us different view of life .
But, the important thing is Believe and have Faith in God .
God will bless us with wisdom and knowledge , and lead us, guide us how to live our life the way he want us to live.  

Isn't it great to have the opportunity to fall, when we are moving too fast and loss our direction in life ?
Isn't it great to have the opportunity to sick, when we over abuse our body ?
Isn't it great to have the opportunity to loss what we have build up and restart our life, career, when we are still young ?
Isn't it great to have the opportunity to know stop chasing after wind and start living a healthty life ?
Yes ! It is GREAT to have the opportunity to correct it immediate and move back to right path of life to move on.
God is watching us and guide us, please give ourself time to listen to him and to receive wisdom and knowledge from him.
Whatever happen in life have a reason, no point to worry , panic ...
Accept it and ask for wisdom , guidance from God, there's always solution to bring us out of darkness to light.

Remember, LIFE is GREAT !
Never give up .

It is like joining a tour .
This is tour of life .
But, this tour provide no specify package .
Each tour member will experience and see different thing during the tour .  
Isn't it great and full of excitement ?
At the end of the tour, we will be call home by God .

Whatever we learn and experience from this tour is GREAT and actually there's name of the tour package .
It's ' LIFE is GREAT '

Share life experience with others.
Give LOVE and help the poor.

LIFE is GREAT .
Full of excitement.
Full of sweet family life , friendship.
Full of LOVE.
Full of JOY and HAPPINESS.

Come on, put down all worry and fear . Sit back, relax and enjoy this great life .

Believe and have Faith  .

God Bless !

Monday, December 31, 2012

Bye Bye 2012

Just want to say Bye Bye and thanks to 2012 .

Is it a great year for me ? In a way , it is Yes and No.

For my Living with Lung Cancer journey , 2012 is a tough year .

In Feb. I hv the worst chemo experience, with the extreme pain, I ended up with request to doctor to refer me to Hospis Malaysia . Thanks God, with Hospis help, manage to get pain under control and subside . Praise the Lord.

In end June, my brain MRI scan reported the small 'c' show up in my brain and say ' hello SK , I am here ' . After consulted with doctors and also reading sharing in cancer forum, decided to proceed wih WBR ( whole brain radiation ). I expected it may cause side effect, but, never expected it's tough . Feeling weak , loss appetite , loss weight , headache . I decided to delay my chemo until I feel better. It took two over months for me to feel ok ( from July to Sept ) .

In Sept., start chemo with Alimta and change the drug to Gemzar + Vinorelbine in Oct.

And today, I spend my New Year eve writting my blog in hospital , cause I have delayed my chemo from last week due to low blood count. Praise the Lord ! Everything goes well today.

With God , what I mentioned above is nothing to compare to the blessing from God and make it a great year for me.

I have learned new things in this journey.
What is Pain management.
What is WBR and how to deal with it .
How to plan ahead with precaution by having necessary equipment to avoid fall, when suddenly few weak .

I make new friends who share with me their thought and experience in living with lung cancer.

With Hospis arrangement, I meet Prince William . Thanks Hospis Malaysia .

I have regained my feel in colour pencil drawing and improve.

I managed to have a enjoyable vacation with my family to Shanghai.

Wow ! Feel Good , Feel Great , Feel so thankful .

Praying 2013 be a great year to all of us and may God blessing to touch upon us and bless us and our family with Joy , Happiness and Good Health .

God Bless !

















Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Busy , busy , busy and feel happy and good .

Been very busy for the last two weeks, trying to get things organise before yesterday chemo .

Praise the Lord !

Most of the things settle down .

Thanks Lord bless me with wisdom and keep my body well.

Yesterday chemo treatment goes well , as usual stay a night for observation and will discharge today.

Maybe is already few cycles of chemo since Sept. this year, feel more tired , but, overall all well, as normal, pray for less side effect .

With Lord , all will be well ... Lord is Great, he is our healer .

Wow ! Christmas is near , very near . It is special for many people and it is special for me too . It is my 4 1/2 years living with lung cancer on eve of Christmas , just feel great .

Feel thankful and grateful with the healing and blessing from Lord .
Feel thankful and grateful with the love , care from my family and friends.
Feel thankful and grateful with the peace , love , mercy , grace from Lord .
Feel thankful and grateful with everything and the change of my life .
Feel thankful and grateful with my oncologist and all nurses in Pantai KL cancer centre and nurses in ward C and D in 6th floor .
Feel thankful and grateful with the love and care from Hospis Malaysia .
Feel thankful and grateful with the love and care from friends in Treatment Diaries
Feel thankful and greatful with the infor, sharing from Cancer Grace ( cancergrace.org) it help me a lot, doctors and moderators are great , they are so helpful and caring.

Life is great ! Cancer is not the end .

Believe and have Faith .

Wishing everyone Merry Christmas and Happy New Year .

Let's celebrate with LOVE .

God Bless !


Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Some of my colour pencil art


This is one of my favourite .


I named this " Wake up and LIVE the colourful LIFE " , don't give up, LIFE is colouful, in whatever situation .


This is for all the doctor , nurse , everyone in healthcare industry and in Hospis Malaysia. I appreciate their caring to us


My first colour pencil drawing


This is also one of my favourite


The firsth BIRD I draw


PEACE


My first black and white colour pencil art


One of my ball pen art , when I am taking a flight back from Vietnam

To be continue ..........


Swim out and set free from cancer


Hi All,

Have this drawing done sometime back and would like to share with you .

I named it " Swim out and set free from cancer "

Wish all cancer warrior have a good day .

Lord will lead us the way to swim out from it and set us free from cancer .

Believe and have Faith .

God Bless !

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Believe and have Faith

Glad to share with you that I have my chemo treatment today and thanks God, it all well, FEEL GREAT .

It is not easy to accept when doctor inform us the news of lung cancer and especially it is stage 4 . Then, with our question of how serious is the case , doctor will answer for stage 4 , if no treatment, it's 3 to 6 months, wih treatment shud be 1 year , it is as per statistic .

Many patient can not accept the fact and worry about it .

I would like to share with you that only God know how long we will live in this world and not anyone else .

So, never give up , never let worry ; fear , our number 1 enemy to upset us, make us feel depress, and add more stress to us .

Accept the fact and pray to God for healing, blessing, guidance, wisdom .

Believe me , if we ' Believe and have Faith ' , God will guide and lead us how to live thro' this journey and to walk out from darkness to LIGHT .

Live our day with Faith , enjoy our day with God guidance , let the Grace; Mercy; Peace and Love from God touch us everyday And bring us Joy and Happiness .

4 over years of journey Living with Lung Cancer with quality of life most of the time is impossible without the healing and love from God .

During the journey, I went thro' different type of side effect of chemo drug, side effect of whole brain radiation , different kind of pain , until at a stage I told my self what life is this , but, I am thankful that God guide and bring me back and I am stronger now and I ask for forgiveness from God .

With going thro' what I have mentioned above, today I have the experience not only share with others about my journer walking wih God, but, also share my experince with other patient the side effect of treatment, of different chemo drug, of whole brain radiaion . I am also now can understand how other patient going thro' all the side effect and pain .

I am so thankful that God give me the chance to experience the different type of the side effect thro' stages and understand it well , before I can share with others.

Keep Believe and have Faith , we will make it .

Cancer is not the end .

Believe and have Faith .

God bless .